report book

exams over
holiday started
but i feel empty

On the last day of holiday supplementary lessons, i went home with my report book in my bag, wonder when is the best time to show my parents the book.

my percentage this time is 54, position 29, L1R5 29, worse that term 3

My results show that im noob at school, cause this whole year i dint even have an A for any one subject.

i dun think i can enjoy my holidays.

havent updated for quite sum time, nearly forgot i had this blog.

when i try to study, i sit at the table trying to study for 3 hours, but i only did 1 hour of work.

wonder how shaun is doing in school, read his blog, he said that he was lucky he didnt have to retain.

definition of retain: wasting 1 year of ur life - totally true, and embarassing also.

i feel like a noob

a simple plan song

Do you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands you?Do you ever wanna runaway?Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loudSo no one hears you screamingNo you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's likeTo be like me~Chorus~To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kickedWhen you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save youNo you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my lifeDo you wanna be somebody else?Are you sick of feeling so left out?Are you desperate to find something more?Before your life is overAre you stuck inside a world you hate?Are you sick of everyone around?With their big fake smiles and stupid liesWhile deep inside you're bleeding?No you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's likeTo be like me~Chorus~To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kickedWhen you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save youNo you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my lifeNo one ever lied straight to your faceNo one ever stabbed you in the backYou might think I'm happyBut I'm not gonna be okayEverybody always gave you what you wantedNever had to work, it was always thereYou don't know what it's like, what it's like~Chorus~To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kickedWhen you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save youNo you don't know what it's like~Chorus~To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kickedWhen you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save youNo you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my life (x3)